Love and Loss 2
Introduction:
The second part to my pain of and pleasure of loving and losing
âNahh, thereâs not much point, everywhere we need to go is within walking distanceâ I told him. We sat on the couch for a little while longer batting around ideasâ, but nothing was worth the money, âYou know what Iâve always wanted to do?â He asked, snickering.
âNo, whatâs that babe?â I asked, intrigued.
âIâve always wanted to go stay in one of those huge castleâs, on the shores of France, where we could just lay down on the balcony looking up at a full moon, drinking champagne, and just hold each other all night lo-â I stopped him with a kiss before he could finish, what he was saying was so romantic, and was turning me on, I began massaging his tongue with mine and rubbing up his thigh gently with my hand, I reached his pants and began to unbutton them, when he grabbed me and pulled me up and dragged me too the room as he grinned.
We got into our room and shut the door, I unbuttoned the rest of his pants and his shirt, I then took off my shirt and pants so we were both in just our briefs, I layed there next to him kissing his soft neck, I moved up to his ear and began sucking on his ear lobe, I quietly whispered into his ear âI want you too fuck me, nowâ, he immediately complied, he went down to my briefs and quickly slid them off, he began sucking my semi hard cock, to get me even hornier, he licked up and down my shaft and then completely engulfed my entire cock, it hit the back of his throat and I could feel him gag, âI want it now, goâ I told him.
âOkayâ he said as he flipped me over and began rimming me, he darted his tongue in and out of my asshole as I screamed with pleasure, he grabbed a condom and put it on as he spat in my asshole, he lined his cock up with my ass and pushed in slowly, the feeling was unbelievable, I was in heaven, he pushed in all the way and my pleasure grew and grew even more when he began to thrust, âFaster, fasterâ I screamed in pleasure to him, he began thrusting even harder and the feeling was making me go over the top, I knew I was about to reach climax, yet he continued and with the next thrust he went deep inside me as I began to unload all over our sheets, rope after rope came out and I screamed in ecstasy, my cock had hardly been touched and I was unloading everywhere, it was the most intense feeling I had ever had, as soon as I finished unloading, Zac screamed from behind me, âAhhhh, ohhh, Ben ⊠Iâm about to cum, ahhhâ.
âDo it, inside meâ I screamed. Zac pulled out of my ass and took off the condom and threw it, he pushed his cock back inside me and the feeling was even better then before, he began to thrust again, even harder, he began to quiver and with one last thrust deep inside of me he began to unload, one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine ropes of his cum went deep inside me and I could feel it, it was warm and some what sticky, it was amazing, I loved it, he pulled out of me and began licking me asshole again as I felt his sweet, sweet cum oooze out of me, he licked up all of his own cum until I was completely clean, I turned over and looked at him, he was smiling, âMy turnâ I told him with a smug look.
âMmmmm, yeah babyâ He said as my cock grew hard again, he moved over so that he was straddling my chest and began kissing my neck, he got up and began sucking my cock, getting it all lubricated, he stopped sucking and moved back up to stradle me, he got up and slowly lowered himself on to me, then in one huge motion slammed onto my cock as we both screamed âAhhhhhhhâ, at the same time.
âMmmmm, god that feels goodâ I moaned to him.
âOhhhh, fuck yeah ⊠Fuck me, Benâ He screamed. I began to thrust slowly inside him, it was pure pleasure, he began to jack his own cock as I thrusted deep inside him, âOh baby, god dam ⊠Harder, fuck me harderâ He screamed. I slammed inside him harder as he jacked himself harder, he screamed louder and louder, and I knew he was reaching climax, he jacked his cock one more time and blew all over me, on my face, then my chest all the way down to my stomach and then the rest trickled down his cock, and with that I was sent over the edge, I blew my load all the way up his ass, he collapsed on top of me and then rolled over, I kissed him passionately on the lips and said, âYou are just too perfectâ, he smiled at me and kissed me on the forehead.
âSo, have we agreed on Franceâ He asked me as he snicked.
âMmmm, yep âŠâ I said as I rubbed his chest.
The next morning rose, and I was so happy, I just couldnât stop smiling. Zac and I had finally decided on what to do with the money, we told everyone what we had planned and we began packing immediately, Zac had ordered our tickets online, so we could save some more money, I had planned basically the whole trip, what we were doing and where we were staying, I found the most beautiful place to stay, and it was almost exactly the one Zac had explained to me, we were planning on leaving the next morning, it was kind of soon, but the trip was spontaneous, Zac and I went over everything several times, making sure we had everything, making sure we knew where to go and I even tried to learn a little french, in case we got lost. We had everything planned, and now all we had to do was wait, and count down those hours until we were in France together.
We had asked Darren to drive us to the airport, so we could save money on a taxi and so we didnât have to leave our car at the airport. We arrived at the airport and Darren took us in, our plane was about to depart in about twenty minutes of us arriving, we quickly ran to the terminal and waved Darren goodbye as we were entering, âHave a good trip guysâ Darren yelled from behind the rope.
âThanks mate, weâll see you soon, okayâ I yelled back to him, he waved to us again. Zac and I boarded the plane and quickly found our seats and sat down, we were ready for our very long trip, Zac and I were seated in the back in a two seater, hardly anyone was there, I sat there looking out the window at the people bellow when Zac asked, âAre you okay, babyâ.
âYeah, Iâm fineâ I replied, wiping my hands on my jeans.
âOkay, good, I thought you were having second thoughts about the tripâ He said, whiling grabbing my hand.
âNo, no, no, no, I want this more than anythingâ I reassured him.
âGood, Iâm gladâ He said whilst rubbing my thigh. I began to get a little hard when he was rubbing me, and Zac soon saw it, the plane had began to take off and we were in the air, the seatbelt sign had turned off and Zac undid his, he was still rubbing my thigh and my cock grew ever harder, âHey, I have to go to the bathroomâ Zac said as he winked at me.
âUrmm, okayâ I replied, looking all confused.
âI might be a little whileâ He told me in an unfamiliar tone.
âOkay, is there something wrong babeâ I asked confused by his tones and gestures.
âGod babe, you really donât get it, do you?â He told me sarcastically.
âGet what?â I asked him, really confused now.
âI can see whatsâ in your pants, lets go take care of that, togetherâ.
I had suddenly clicked at what he was hinting at, âOhhh, god âŠ. Urm, on a plane, really? ⊠Do you want toâ I asked, now knowing what he had been talking about this entire time,
âWell, I noticed it, and I really donât want to let a good hard on to go to waste babe, so lets go do it, in the bathroomâ He laughed.
âUrmm, okay, quick lets goâ I told him as I undid my seatbelt and rushed with him to the bathroom.
Zac and I quickly rushed towards the bathroom, we got in without anyone seeing us and we quickly locked the door, I took of his shirt and grabbed his ass tight as I pulled him towards me, I rubbed my hands all of his back and chest as I was beginning to kiss his neck, he rolled his head back and let out a soft moan, my hands began to wonder down to his belt and rub his now throbbing cock, when he grabbed them and pulled them up to his face, âDonât forget why were hereâ He exclaimed.
âUrmm, to have sex babeâ I told him now confused.
âYeah babe, but to take care of your hard on firstâ He said as he began to laugh.
âYour to perfect Zac, how did I ever get a guy like you, I love youâ I told him, now more horny then ever.
âAwww, babe, Iâm the lucky one, to have a sweet, loving, gentle and gorgeous boyfriend like you, I love you tooâ He said as he moved in for a long kiss, he reached my lips and pressed against them hard, his lips were so perfect and soft, with the right amount of moisture, his tongue went into mine and began massaging it, the kiss went on for what felt like ages and every second was pure heavenly pleasure, he finally broke the kiss, âAww, I was enjoying thatâ I whimpered to him.
âBut I want to take care of something elseâ He said as he looked down at my hard on, that looked like it was about to explode out of my pants. I just smiled at him, he took off my shirt and undid my belt and began to unbutton my pants, he started to kiss down my chest and down to my nipples, he nibbled on each one gently, because he knew thatâs what turned me on, I let out a soft moan and exhaled as he worked his way down my chest until he reached my pants, he slid them down and nibbled on the outside of my briefs, his hot breath was sending me over the edge, I felt like I was about to explode right then and there, he slid down my briefs and my throbbing cock was finally released, it felt so good, he grabbed the base of my cock and began to jack to it, I moaned over and over again, it felt so good, he moved up and engulfed my entire cock with ease, he had my cock deep down inside his throat, I moaned louder and louder as my pleasure grew, but I knew I had to keep my moans down as there were people right outside, he continued to suck my cock for what felt like twenty minutes before I felt a tingling senseation in my balls, I knew what was about to happen, and I screamed it to him, âAhhhhh, Iâm gonna cum, nowâ, soft moans was all that could escape his mouth, and with out doubt I blew, I could feel every rope of cum hit the back of his throat, he swallowed it completly, and sucked the rest right out of my cock, he pulled back up my briefs and did my clothes back up, and we made sure each other looked okay before we left the bathroom.
We soon arrived in the heart of Paris, we got a taxi and instructed him on where to take us, it was quite a whiles drive but the place where we were staying was well worth it, we soon arrived at the hotel, I stepped out of the car and it was more beautiful then the pictures, Zac walked up behind me and put his arm around me, âItâs amazing, and so are youâ He said sweetly.
âAwwwww, thank-you babyâ I replied.
âShall we go in babeâ He asked as he grabbed my hand softly.
âYeah, letâsâ I replied as I gave him a quick peck on the cheek. We walked into a grand hall and stood there stunned, the inside of the castle was better then the outside, we went and checked in and got our room key, and I began to walk to the the elevator, when I noticed that Zac was still at the front desk, speaking with what looked to be the manager, he quickly raced up to me when he saw me looking back at him, âWhat was that aboutâ I asked cautiously.
âOh, nothing, just cheecking with him about somethingâ He replied, raising more questions then answers.
âAnd what might that beâ I asked.
âNothing babe, it doesnt matterâ He said, reassuring me.
âOkay what everâ I sneered back at him as we reached our room. I unlocked the door and opened it, and stood there in complete shock, rose petals lining the floor and the bed, candles lit, all over the room, and the sweet smell of strawberries and chocolate covered the room, âOh my godâ The only words that I could russle up.
âDo you like itâ Zac replied, as he walked in smiling.
âI absolutly love it, this is perfectâ I told him, so moved by his romantic actions.
âGood, I was hoping you would, just a little thank-youâ He told me with a little wink.
âThank-you for what babeâ I asked him.
âFor being the best boyfriend in the entire worldâ He told me as he moved in for a kiss.
I was so touched by what he had done, I put down my bags and moved towards the bed, I turned around and winked as Zac, and he knew what I wanted, he immediatly dropped his bags and rushed over to the bed, I layed there on the bed of rose petals gently rubbing my cock as it became fully erect, he took of all of his clothing until he was standing there in his briefs, I motioned him to come over onto the bed and he complied, I turned over and reached the strawberries, I dipped one in chocolate and moved it to his mouth, he ate it as some chocolate dribbled down his face, I moved over and licked the little bit of chocolate off of his lips and then he moved closer and we began to make out furiously, when there was a knock at the door and I jumped slightly, âDonât worry about it babe, I just ordered some champagneâ He told me as I calmed down a bit.
âOh, okay, your so sweetâ I told him as I pulled him in for a kiss and then motioned to get the door.
âThank-you, why donât you get undressed babeâ He winked to me.
âOookayâ I told him as I took off my pants. Zac answered the door and to my surprize it was a very young and attractive guy, he was about 6 ft., had short blond hair, sky blue eyes, and what looked to be a very smooth face, and from what I could see, he also had a very defined six pack, he stood there staring at me over on the bed and then averted his gaze to Zac, âOh, Iâm sorry, itâs just âŠâ He began to tell in fluient english, but studdered to find words.
âItâs okay, we get it quite a bitâ Zac laughed.
âOh, your champagneâ He said, snapping back to attention.
âThank-youâ Zac told him, whilst slipping him a tip. The young man just stood there for a while before leaving, Zac closed the door and walked over to the bed snickering, âMmm, now where were weâ He asked with a grin.
âUrmmmmm, just about her-â I was interupted by the knocking of the door again, I motioned Zac to the door again and he complied, it was the young man again, âOh, hi, was there something wrongâ Zac asked confused.
âNo, urmm, I just wanted to, urmm, apologize properly, for just beforeâ He told us, looking back and forth between us.
âItâs okay, really, we get it a lot, Ben and I really arnt bothered by it anymoreâ Zac told him as I nodded.
âOh, good ⊠It was just, you two are both really attractive, and it was just stupid of me to stand there and stareâ He said, getting kind of worked up.
âOh, thank-youâ Zac told him as he looked back at me and raised his eyebrows, I knew exactly what he wanted, and I simply winked and smiled.
âWould you like to come in for a quick drink, you look really flusturedâ Zac smiled to him.
âAhhh, sure .. Thankâsâ He replied. He moved into the room and Zac moved back over to me, and motioned the young man to come sit between us, âMy namesâ Zac, and this is my boyfriend, Benâ He introduced as I smiled.
âHi, Iâm Andjreâ He smiled, âSoooo, what were you guys doing before I interuptedâ He continued smiling.
âWell ⊠Ben was just getting ready to suck me offâ Zac laughed, me just sitting there glaring at him, and he thought he would be in trouble.
âExcuse me, screw that, your doing me first this timeâ I joked back to lighten the mood. Andjre looked down at his pants as did Zac and I, he was becoming hard, âSorry, sorry, sorryâ He pleaded as he reached down th cover it up.
âItâs fine, reallyâ Zac told him, grabbing his hand before it reached his cock.
âYeah, donât worry about itâ I smiled while squezzing his thigh gently. Andjre smiled back, at the both of us, as Zac and I leaned in to kiss each other, Andjre was becoming more comfortable now, both Zac and I stood up and began to undress Andjre, he didnât attempt to stop us, we were all now just in our briefsâ, as I slowly slipped mine off and moved over to Andjre and moved in to kiss him, his lips were soft, and he sure knew how to kiss, his tongue was beginning to make me more horny, I looked over and saw Zac standing there, completly naked, and slowly playing with himself, he moved in and began to slowly run his finger down Andjreâs body, until he reached his briefs, where he slid them off, to reaveal his 7.5 inch, hard cock, Zac moved down to it slowly whilst I resumed kissing Andjre as he rubbed my cock, Zac licked the top of Andjre dick, as pre cum oozed out, he moaned softly, Zac had engulfed his cock fully and was attacking it with his tongue, hard, I slipped of my briefsâ and asked Andjre, âDo you want to fuck meâ.
âHell yeahâ He said as he kissed me again, Zac moved off of Andjre and I positioned myself on the bed, to recieve Andjreâs big, juicy cock, he lined his cock up to my ass and probed it around my hole for a while, before starting to push it in, I moaned loudly into the pillow as Zac climbed onto the bed and layed right infront of me, with his hard cock pointing up to me, I moved down and began taking most of his cock in my mouth, I was in heaven, I had a hot guy fucking my tight ass, and my hot boyfriendsâ giant cock in my mouth, Andjre began to thrust faster and faster, and I screamed, louder and louder, though my screams were muffled as I gaged on Zacâs cock, I moved down to his balls and took both in my mouth, as I licked and sucked them hard, Zac was moaning loudly, as was Andjre, my body felt like it was pure pleasure itâs self, and it was just to much for me to handle, I stuck my head up and screamed as I unloaded all over the sheets, I had never seen my load that huge before, that must have done it for Andjre, with one last thrust he unloaded in my ass, his hot sweet cum lining the insides of my ass hole, it was becoming a chain reaction when Zac erupted, he unloaded eight spurts of cum, each one covering my face, until it was completely covered, Andjre collapsed on me, and I collapsed on Zac, we all layed there, panting hard, myself completly covered in cum, in and outside, I could feel Andjreâs cum oozee out of my ass, as Zacâs trickled down my face, âGod dam it, now I have to go take a long shower, care too join me, you twoâ I winked to them.
âNahh, I better not, I better get back to work, they must be wondering where I am by nowâ Andjre told us.
âAwwwww, thatâs to badâ Zac said, as there was a knock at the door, once again, both Andjre and I moved around the corner, still naked, as Zac put on his briefâs and answered, âExcuse me, so sorry to bother you, but I was just looking for a member of my staff, Andjre, he was last regesterd as delevering champagne to your roomâ The duty manager asked.
âOhh, urmmmm, right, yes, we recieved the champagne but, then he leftâ Zac lied to him.
âOh I see, so sorry to disturb you, thank-youâ He said.
âYeah, no problemâ Zac said, closing the door.
âI told youâ Andjre snickered, âI really should go nowâ He said, whilst picking up his clothes.
âAlright, thanks for the great timeâ I winked to him.
âYeah, come back any timeâ Zac told him as he lightly slapped his ass.
Our days in Paris began to dwindle in number, the days must have been going quicker with all the excitment Zac and I were having, visiting the sites, shopping, and just your general tourist stuff, it wasnât until the last night, before we had to go home that the sparks really flew, we were both back in our hotel room, just laying around in our briefâs, âSoo, quiet night in the hotel, before we have to go backâ I questioned Zac.
âMmmm, nope, were going to go outâ He replied.
âOh, and where exactly might we be goingâ I asked, intrigued.
âI donât know yet, but were going outâ He answered.
âOkay, so what kind of clothes should I wear?â I asked.
âSomething nice, very niceâ He told me, now raising my questions of where were going even higher.
I had done what I was told, and was wearing âvery niceâ clothes, as Zac put it, I fix up my hair, and raced downstairs where Zac was waiting out the front, I exited the door, and was blown away, there, at the end of the red carpet was Zac, wearing a tuxedo, with a one red rose in his hand, and was standing infront of a a limozine, he looked so gorgeous, which made me look some what crappy compared to him, I moved towards him, and was about to ask where we are going, but he stopped me, he pressed his finger against my lips, and handed me the rose as he said âLetâs just goâ. We sat in silence for most of the ride, not wanting to spoil the moment, we had arrived, yet I still did not know where we were, I stepped out and finially realized where we were, âThe Eifell tower, weâve already been here babeâ I laughed.
âYeah, we have, but just come with meâ He said as he pulled my hand to come with him. We were coming near the center of the bottom of the Eiffell tower, as I saw candles lit, and began to hear the sweet, soft sounds of a violinist playing, I began to smile as he looked back at me, it was beautiful, just as romantic as what he had done our first day here, it was a candle lit dinner, for two, roses on the table and a bottle of champagne, he pulled out my chair and was about to seat himself, when I pulled him back, and our lips meet, his were so soft and got softer as the kiss went on, long and passionate, our kiss was, âI love youâ I told him.
âI love you tooâ He told me back. We sat down and the waiter had come, Zac had prepared everything, and it was simply perfect, no minor imperfections, nothing was wrong, and nothing could ever go wrong, we began to eat, and we spoke, about everything, the night felt like it could go on for ever, and it felt like it did, we sat speaking long into the night and feeding each other our desserts, I couldnât have asked for a more perfect night. We had finally finished our dinner, it was late, but I wanted this night to go on forever, I took his hand and slowly began to walk, âWhere are we going, babeâ He asked.
âYouâll seeâ I told him as I smirked. I dragged him back to the limozine and opened the door, âHop inâ I told him, and he complied, I jumped in after him, and grabbed him by the collar, âGod, I love youâ I told him as I pulled him in for another long kiss, we sat there kissing, for a while before I began to unbutton his shirt, all the while not wanting to break our kiss, I took off his shirt and moved to his belt and pants, I quickly removed them until he was just wearing his briefs, I finally broke our kiss and began kissing down his neck, he threw back his head and let out a soft moan of pleasure, I moved my way slowly to his nipples and nibbled on each one lightly before licking my way down to his briefs, I kneeled there for a while, just nibbling on the out side of his briefs, sending shivers up his spine, I couldnât take it anymore, I wanted his cock so bad, I ripped off his briefs, and took his ever growing cock in my hand, I began to slowly jack him off, slightly licking the head of his cock as precum trickled out, I took half of his cock in my mouth, as I played with his balls gently, I licked my way up and down his shaft, getting every bit wet with my saliva, I wanted him to be ready for what was coming next, he was now completly wet, I moved up on him, kissing my way back up, I unbuttoned my shirt and took off my pants and briefs, and was completly naked as well, I got on top of him and moved in for another kiss, as I slowly lowered myself onto him, I started to go slow, and then in one big motion, slammed myself right down to the base of his shaft as we both screamed in pleasure, âOh god, Ben, ahhhh, that feels sooo goodâ He screamed, he began to thrust up, as I pushed myself down on him, with each thrust going deeper and deeper inside me, making my body go numb from pleasure, he grabbed my rock hard cock which was jabbing him in the chest and began jacking it, faster and faster, in rythm with his thrust, my body was now completely numb as he continued thrusting inside me, my body began shiver all over in excitment, the feeling was becoming intense and my cock began to twitch as he was still jacking it, âGod Zac, Iâm gonna cumâ I screamed to him as he continued thrusting, filling my ass with his huge cock, and with the next thrust I erupted, sending rope after rope of my cum onto him, hitting his face, his chest, his stomach and the last few spurts oozing onto his hand, and continued thrusting in me as he lifted his hand and wiped up all my cum and ate it, I grabbed a hold of his body and just felt him as he kept thrusting, I had a hold of his waist as I felt his entire twitch and quiver, he grabbed a hold of my ass cheeks and squezzed them tight, and with out warning began to unload his massive load in my ass, spurt after spurt filling my ass, it was warm and sticky, it felt amazing, I collasped on his chest, exguasted, âI love you so much Benâ He told me as we lay there together, panting for breath.
âI ⊠Love ⊠You ⊠Too ⊠Zacâ I told him as I continued panting for breath.
It was truly the perfect ending, to the perfect trip, when we woke up the next morning we were already ready to leave, as we packed the night before, I really didnât want to leave, as this trip was the best one I had ever had, but all things must come to an end, we were all set to leave, we had everything and were on our way, we caught a taxi back to the airport and boarded, we were ready for another long exguasting trip, this trip, unlike the last was not full of sex, both Zac and I were still pretty exguasted from what had happened the night before, so we decided not to. The trip was long and exguasting, but we had finally made it home, Darren had picked us up as he said he would, he was waiting behind the velvet rope, but hoped over the moment he saw us, and Darren and I moved in for a long hug, as if we hadnât seen each other for years, âWhoooooa, forget whose boyfriend he isâ Zac joked to Darren.
âYeah, sorry mateâ Darren replied as he moved in for a smaller hug with Zac.
âSo how was the trip you guysâ Darren asked.
âFreaking awesomeâ I replied as I gave Zac a peck on the cheek.
âYeah, it was preety sweetâ Zac added.
âGood, goodâ Darren replied. We drove home preety much in silence, Darren the one not saying much though, we almost home, about twenty miniutes away, when Darren just began crying, âDarren, man, whatâs wrong?â I asked, really concerned.
âNothing, Iâm sorryâ He replied.
âNo, no .. There is defenitly something wrong, what is itâ I said as I place my hand on his shoulder.
âIâm sorry, you will see when we get homeâ He replied. We finally had arrived home, there was a moving truck out the from, and men taking Sarahâs things into it, both Zac and I sat there, in complete astonishment, âWhat happened Darren? .. Why is Sarah moving out?â I questioned.
âHer ex came back, and told her that he still loved her, and she said, that she realised that she loves him tooâ Darren told us, as he began to cry heavier, Zac and I both walked over to Sarah to see what she had to say about this, âHey guys, sorry about this, I was gonna try and be out of here before you guys came homeâ Sarah told us.
âAhhhhh, these must be the two faggots you live with, babeâ An unfamiliar voice said behind us, Zacâs head had quickly spun around, as he really hated that word and became furious really fast, it was Sarahâs ex boyfriend, coming out of our house.
âWhat the fuck were you doing in thereâ Zac snapped at him.
âJust checking out ya fag padâ He smirked back.
âShut upâ Zac barked at him, as he stepped closer toward him, ready to hit him.
âGo on faggot, hit me, see what happensâ Sarahâs ex taunted. Zac clenched his fist and grabbed Sarahâs ex by the collar.
âZac, no, he isnt worth it, leave itâ I yelled as I stepped closer to them, holding Zacâs hand and pulling it down, as I lowered Zacâs hand for him he began to calm down, with that I saw something move in the corner of my eye, as I turned back I was struck, Sarahâs ex had swung, and insted of hiting Zac he had hit me, I fell to the ground, my cheek bone hurting like hell, I turned back around to see Darren standing beside me, helping me up, and Zac now with his hand around Sarahâs exâs throat, âYou fucking hit my boyfriendâ Zac shouted, âNow your really gonna feel itâ, and with that Zac clenched his fist and pulled back his arm, and before I could say anything, he had swung, hitting him right in the centre of the face, causing him to fall, Zac ran over to my aid, helping Darren pick me up, the slowly walked me inside as I looked back to see Sarah next to him, trying to wake him up, Zac got me some ice and I quickly put it on, âAre you okay babe, let me take a proper look at itâ Zac asked as I slowly lowered my hand and the ice.
âWow man, does it hurtâ Darren asked me.
âGeeeee, urrmmmmm, guessâ I said sarcastically.
âOkay, okay, I was just askingâ He told me.
âAre they gone yet?â I asked, Darren went over to the window and peered out.
âYeah, their leaving nowâ He told us.
âGood, son of a bitch ⊠Hope you didnât kill him though Zacâ I joked, to make it look as if I were okay.
I woke up the next morning with my face still hurting pretty bad, I went to bed early to see if the pain would go away, but obviously it hadnât, all of mine and Zacâs stuff were already put away, he must have done it while we slept, I went out into the lounge room and just sat for a while until Zac had come out, already dressed, he said he had some errunds to run today, and that he should be back later on tonight, I spent the whole day practically on the couch with a sore face.
It was late at night when Zac had come home, I was laying in bed watching t.v when he walked in, âHey babeâ I said, and he simply grunted, âCan you sit down, I really need to talk to youâ I asked him.
âOkay, what overâ He questioned.
âYesterday I saw a side of you I didnât like, you donât usually have one but when you get upset or angry you have a real bad temperâ I told him catiously.
âWHAT, I do notâ He shouted at me. âThat guy yesterday, he hit you, and I was just giving him what he deservedâ.
âSeeing you hit him hurt me even more then actions ever couldâ I told him, trying to keep from getting angry myself, Zac stood up and began to get real worked up.
âI was simply defending you, fine, next time I wont help youâ He began to shout.
âYou didnât have to hit him in order to defend meâ I shouted back.
âAre you fucking kidding meâ He screamed as he grabbed my arm tight and pulled me up with me.
âOwwww, Zac, stop it, your hurting meâ I pleaded with him.
âOh, are we going to have to have a fucking talk about this as wellâ Zac asked as he threw my arm back, hitting the glass that was behind me, it shattered as I hit it, several pieces becoming stuck in my arm, cause it to bleed uncontrollably, I feel to the floor, glass pieces covering my arm, at that point the door swung open, I turned back to see Darren as tears began to roll down my face, âBen, are you okay, what did you do Zacâ Darren shouted to him.
âNothing, it was an accedent, it was his own fucking faultâ Zac shouted back, Zac grabbed his keys and walked out the front door, slamming it on his way out, Darren took me to the bathroom and got a first aid kit, he took out all the pieces of glass, then cleaned it and badged my arm, Zac had come back home an hour later, Darren was in bed, as I was laying down in bed, but not asleep, the door opened and I rolled over, âWhat are you doing back hereâ I questioned as Zac walked in.
âI just came back to get a few things, then Iâll fucking leave againâ He told me, I quickly jumped out of bed.
âNo, this canât be it, itâs not ending like thisâ I pleaded with him.
âWell how is it suppose to end Ben, we both knew it had to come crashing down sometimeâ He told me as he put his some things in a bag. âIâll be back to get the rest of my things later, Iâm sorryâ He said as he threw his bag on the ground.
âNo, I donât want it to end like this, it canât, nooâ I whimpered to him.
âWell what is suppose to happen Ben, after tonight, this is exactly what happened with my exâ He began to raise his voice.
âWell Iâm not your ex, am Iâ I shouted back to him.
âNo, your not, but this is exactly what happened last time, and Iâm sorry Ben, but I just canât do this againâ He now began to cry. âIt just got complecated, and we had a small argumment about my temper, and things just got a little out of hand, like it did tonight, Iâm sorry Ben, but I just canât do this again, byeâ Zac left the room, he went out the front door, and shut it behind him, I collapsed on the wall and sank down to the ground slowly, as I began to cry uncontrollably, Darren had obviously heard me and he rushed in, âBen, what is it, whatâs wrong?â He asked.
âIt finally crashed, it all came crashing downâ I told him, trying to stop crying. âItâs over between Zac and me, he just ended itâ I continued crying into Darrenâs shoulder, âZac was the one person I had ever truly loved, the person I thought I would spend the rest of my life with, but it hadnât beenâ I continued crying into Darrenâs shoulder, I cried long into the night, with Darren there beside me, holding me in his arms, rocking me back and forth as I continued crying, I guessed he was the only one I could truly trust that would be there for me when I needed someone and to be there for me when I needed help, through thick and thin, and he would never dream of ever leaving me âŠâŠâŠ